One of those days :'(

You know how some of those days feel long even tho its barley 4 pm? Yeah... that would be today. Getting up was hard enough, I was tired from hanging out with Bri last night and putting on lady gaga make up and stuff. I was exhausted just getting up. Then it was fast Sunday and I had decided that I wasn't going to fast, so mom was a little frustrated with me that I had slept in and I wasn't going to fast. I was stressed out about going to church because its June and a certain somebody is coming back from Tonga this month. -.- (luckily, he wasnt there today.... but he might be at the dance : /) And I'm grounded from hanging out with Connor so I was gonna talk to him at church and he wasnt there. -.- (hes aloud to call me if he wants to talk. but im not aloud to call him.... hint hint Connor LOL JK!) But my day was still going pretty well, I wasnt THINKING that I was having one of those days. To me, it was just a normal day... I was just a little more tired then usual. 
I then found out that the best Sunday School teacher I've ever had was being released and today was going to be her last Sunday. There were mixed feelings there, but I am still gonna miss her. Shes going to be put in with the Beehives now. 
After Sunday School, I went to young womens and sat down next to Bri (who stole my chair!! >.< grrr) And after about 3 minutes of waiting for class to start, I needed to pee, so I got up to go to the bathroom and met Cole's dad on the way. He goes "Kurt (Coles "other" name. lol) says hi. He says hi everytime I talk to him. And he asks for details on how everybody is doing." I just nodded and smiled, because adding Cole into my already stressful day was gonna snap me. Then said, "Every time that Hunter (Coles brother) talks to him, he tells Cole everything that he knows about how things are going" I said thanks for the update and got a drink of water and walked away. But as I was walking away I suddenly realized how much I miss my best friend. I fought back tears in the hall on the way back to class, totally forgetting that I had to pee. I was OK until I made it to class and I remembered the last conversation I had with him before he left.... the one that haunts me basically every day. So I kinda broke down in class. Luckily I think Bri is the only one who saw me crying.... I shoulda just left class, but I felt like I didn't have the energy to leave. So I wrote Cole a letter that I later gave to his mom when I saw her in the halls. I finally got my tears under control, but after class I was walking thru the halls and Taylor came up to me and goes "Are you OK, Sam" AAANNNNDDD I kinda lost it again. :-/ So I went and hugged Bri and we went to get in the car.
Once in the car I talked to my mom a little bit about how I was feeling and I lost it again again. yes, 2 agains. I cried all the way home and then just went to take a nap... but guess what!?!? I couldn't sleep -.- So I laid there for about an hour and got 2 ish hours of sleep. I think having Cole gone is just as hard for mom as it is for me. She knows I struggle with it daily and that I just want him to come home, and she knows how upset I am, but she doesn't know how to help me. Just seeing me cry today was hard for her, because I dont cry very often, but I dunno, its just hard. hes my best friend.
So basically it was a really long day and I'm gonna go help the kids clean up the house a bit. :S
<3Sam